APOLOGY TO A CHILD

By the time you read this

you may not know me too well.

But then again, we may be close.

You can never really tell.

You used to call me "Daddy."

I used to hold you tight.

I used to bathe you every day,

and tuck you in at night.

I should love your Mommy more.

We should have sat and talked.

The love grew cold, the words got hot,

and then one day i walked.

I cried the night i left you all.

I cry again today.

It seems that's all I've done

since that night I went away.

I hope you know i love you.

Though I wasn't always there.

I think about you constantly,

and you are always in my prayers.

I hope someday you'll understand

that this thing hurt me too.

I hope you know, I always have

and always will love you.

I'm not the man I used to be.

I've learned alot since then.

I wish that I could turn back time,

and live with you again.

But I can't change the things I did,

or take back the things I've said.

All I can do is write these words

while lying here in bed.

I hope that when you read this,

you will know this one thing's true:

That no one else in this whole world

means more to me than you.

*This is to those children that have been left by their Dad. 
And those Dads out there-wherever you are...
i hope you are reading this, just know that your children are waiting for you to come home. To know that you might have taken their smile away must have been the hardest thing you've had to deal with and you Dads out there...just know that your family needs you; and you can't buy a family...

no matter how much money you have.

THANK YOU 2011

For all the times i had to go through the pain of losing someone i love.

For all the beautiful moments i cherished with my FAMILY, my LOVE and FRIENDS..

For new friendship,new perspectives,new horizon.

For the worse and painful feeling of loneliness..

For the amazing feeling of loving and being loved.

For all the new changes you brought in me.

For all the times i cried and became stronger.

For the feeling of being rejected and taken for granted..

For all the beautiful momeny spent with HIM.

For the fact that he knew what he was doing to me but yet didnt wanna do anything about it.

For all the times i had to stop caring about myself and my feelings just to make sure he is happy.

For all the times i missed my loved ones who are far away from me.

THANK YOU 2011 for giving me a new meaning of life and for making me explore my inner strength and beauty..

you are certainly one of the years am not gonna forget..

NOW LETS JUST WAIT AND HOPE FOR A BRIGHT AND PEACEFUL AND 

HAPPY 2012 :)

Love is ironic

Love is ironic. 

Only when you hurt someone they realise they truly love you. 

We shall always fall in love with the people who break our hearts. 

Love gushes out of the ruptures of a 

broken heart and then sends shivers to the whole of our existence. 

Love has to come out somehow and that is 

usually through pain and hurting. 

A heart which is unwilling to be broken, 

is unable to love. 

Similarly, if you cannot break someone's heart, 

it is a sign that they shall never truly love you

Endless Love

Find someone that isn't afraid to admit they miss you. 

Someone that knows you're not perfect but treats you as if you are. 

Someone who couldn't imagine losing you. 

Someone who gives their heart to you completely. 

Someone who says I love you and proves it. 

Last but not least, 

find someone who wouldn't mind waking up to you in the morning, 

seeing your wrinkles and grey hair but still falls in love with you all over again.

The Story